Depths of Despair

Landing on my current job is my BIGGEST mistake ever! I drag myself to work everyday and I go home looking like a zombie. Almost everyone at work do not know what they are doing and do not take effort to understand and they ASSUME!!!

To make it even worse, I'm bonded for 1 year and it only ends on 20 June 2012. It's another 165 calendar days left to be exact...

God, I need lots of strength to pull through this.. tick tock tick tock...

Family or work?

Am feeling extremely down at the moment. Unwillingly went to work today due to worry about my bro who was hospitalised at 1am and the whole family had very little sleep. Asked my boss whether i can take another day off (on top of yesterday's emergency leave) just to be with my brother and mom. she wasn't very happy about it, i can tell.

was really torn apart by these two... and i reluctantly went to work. but thank god bro was discharged at 4pm today. hope he'll recover asap.

makes me really think that whether the job is as worthy as my love ones...

Start of 2011 - with determination!

Got a sms from my daddy wishing me happy new year and he reminded me to plan my goals for 2011. Too bad daddy, your little girl is now all grown up and had already laid down her goals last night over yummy dinner and sweet semillion with hubby.

Counting my blessings for 2010 because of the following main reasons:
- got married (love u lots hon!!! muackss!!)
- grow and excel in my job (got very good appraisal from my boss!!)
- traveled a lot (went to Shenzhen, Macau, Singapore and Gold Coast)
- Teddy project 01 up and running after 3 long years of wait (so far the tenant is behaving)

and so much more! thank you 2010...

Things to look forward to in 2011:
- move in to our new place at Kinrara (should be end of Dec 2011 or Jan 2012)
- become a mommy (working hard at the moment, ahem!!!)
- handle larger portfolios at work (i know i can do it!!)
- Korea trip in April (can't wait to see the pink sakura)

2011, please continue to guide me - throw me all you've got and i'll be grateful for all the love, friendship, laughter and lessons the same time around next year.

My dearest lungers, happy new year. Let's toast to another good year in 2011!! ;-)

Funny Pic

Don't ask - coz i dunno how a trolley can turn up next to a BBQ grill by Main Beach!
I just find it funny & took a photo.

Trolley Meow attack! XD

23 more days!

Wedding gift from nigo!

Thanks for this awesome and unique personalized sicker stamps and the card!
Both of us are really touched by your words! Love you lots - Muackss!

New look!

Yup, gave this humble 'lil place an uplift to celebrate 96 more days to our wedding! clap clap!

So just a few outstanding wedding items that i can think of at the moment:

a) flower corsage / chest pin
i hear you Nigo, no corsage but pin for you.. okies... haven't place any orders yet... do you guys think this is nice? Should go well with white dresses / shirts (for the heng tai). Let me know, ya?

b) liquor
don't plan to get much hard liquor since their only fans are the golden citizens ahem... just plan to get 4 bottles to shut grumpy mom up! the floor? will be serving beer, bottoms up people [insert evil kitty grin + lips smacking]

c) guest list
this is tough and most probably more stressing than the entire wedding itself... i'm worried that i don't have enough guests to fill 18 tables... better not worry so much for now.

d) erm.. there's more but i can't seem to remember...

I had been running around for the past few days, juggling parents, hubby, house renovation (yup, the one in Damansara Perdana is finally ready and tenant should move in by 1st Sept), picking furniture, and of course work, yes how can i forget. had started war with the afghans (literally but in banking terms) because it's really hard to reach them and they have the tendency not to reply emails and when you call the voice recording says - negara yang anda dail tidak dapat di sambungkan kerana semua talian sedang digunakan. i'm counting my blessings coz i have telekom. amen.

then war with those IT guys in India about system issues. i still fail to understand why do they still allow something like "scheduled" quarterly reboot to cause file distribution error. they knew the reboot will impact the users but they still go ahead!? I'm now in the midst of warring era to get them to change the reboot time. Napoleon Bonaparte, I need your strength... Hitler, your creative ways of brandishing agony upon others are highly regarded.. perhaps, your mustache should be good enough..

Then the last but not least a 'friend' in London which always make my regional reporting life harder than it should be. Collating data from 14 countries is no fun, given that the communication bit is really nerve testing...

I think that should be enough... for now. Anyways, the day is near - 96 more days to go!