Fetish

I'm going out of my mind! Don't know why I'm always hooked onto manga characters with glasses! I love Hakkai/Tenpou of Saiyuki, Tatsumi and Muraki of Yami No Matsuei, and of course Kichi from the Love Mode manga (tq sango.. luv u muaakkss).

Man with glasses always made me feel that they are cunning, smart, considerate, and caring. And if the glasses would go with a sly casual smirk that just match... awww... they're simply irresistable! (melts..)

Right now I'm clicking through the scanlations of Saiyuki Gaiden and I'm drooling over Tenpou's beautiful face.. He's so sexy with glasses! XD

No wonder Bee Bee wears spectacles too! ^0^

Holiday or not? II

Tired.. headache.. mentally drained.. (the 3 tokens of gratitude you get from the ever grateful examinations!) Now it's the beginning of a long 1 week break before the last idiotic moral paper. Gotta admit I didn't do well in the strategic planning & management paper just now. Aih.. don't wanna think about it anymore. Let's cheer myself up a bit!

Christmas - the best time of the year is just around the corner! I'm already in the festive mood since the end of November. Can't wait to spent the Christmas eve with my buddies. But I'm not sure will they come this year.. I still haven't tell them yet. Yo, nigo, sango, yongo... (waving both hands high in the air) are you guys coming this year? Do come cuz.. it won't be the same without you people. I'm looking foward to the fireflies trip too! ^^

But then again.. my thesis is stil not yet done! (Puts both palms on the face. Holding my own head hard) I gotta finish it as soon as possible. I'll continue to work on the literature review tomorrow. T_T

Yuki-chan!

I got a new kitten! Little Yuki-chan is so kawaii! Got her from the SPCA at Ampang. Bee Bee insisted that I should get a cat since I drool over one whenever I saw one on the street. Yuki-chan is not staying at my place but at Bee Bee's. Bee Bee gave her the whole master bedroom since his entire house is empty. She's a very cute kitten but it's quite suprising that she doesn't mew much. She's very quiet. She doesn't go meow and meow non-stop like Christmas (my preveious cat). However, she's very playful and energetic. I played with her the entire afternoon today. She's just too adorable! Those round blue eyes and un-even mix of vanilla and chocolate ice-cream fur coat makes her angelic! Exteremely cute! VERY VERY CUTE!! Meow... ^_^

Warning & Ice Cream

Saw this ice cream test from sango's blog.. and tried it out..
Cookies and cream!? One of my favorites! Yum yum!

















Saw another warning label thingy in nigo's blog.. tried it as well..
Radioactive!? Uh! Beware.. I'm leaking gamma rays!
















Just got home.. It's raining again. Gives me the chills! Better hibernate since the weather is nice. Ciao! ZZZzzz...

On Yu Leng's birthday..

Well, she should be studying or maybe still sleeping right now. Haha.. Sleepy head. Wanted so badly to call her, but aih... wished I were richer. Nevermind that. So this little girl's 21 huh? (I think she's gonna rip my head off when she sees this. Little!?) No, no.. sorry. I'll start over. So the tough girl's 21 huh? (Hope I get the right adjective this time) Chomp, chomp.. (Uh! Excuse me.. I'm chewing some apples for breakfast) Did the birthday card arrived on time? It better did or else.. Chomp.. chomp.. (still chewing..)

Since I can't afford to send you a cake in the land far far away, might as well make one - HERE! I won't take long. Just a FEW lines. Now, let's decide what cake. Hmmm... hmmm... hmmm.. Is tiramisu cake ok? Fine, you say? Then fine it is (loosely translated, Tira-mi-su simply means "pick-me-up").

The ingredients:
8 ounces cream cheese, room temperature
2 cups chilled whipping cream
2/3 cup powdered sugar
6 tablespoons amaretto (just what the heck is this?)
3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
1 tablespoon coffee powder
3 ounces bittersweet (not unsweetened) chocolate, coarsely grated
1 cup sliced almonds & some toasted Chocolate shavings

Hajimemasho!

Using electric mixer, I beat the cream cheese in large bowl until smooth (Yeah! Beat it, baby!). Added 1 cup whipping cream, 2/3 cup powdered sugar, 2 tablespoons amaretto, coffee powder. Beaten until fluffy and smooth. Oww.. my hand ached from holding the handle. Using same beaters, I beat the remaining 1 cup cream in medium bowl until firm peaks form. Then, folded whipped cream into cheese mixture for frosting.

Now cut the cake (oh i cut the cake before you did! Heh heh.. sorry Yu Leng!) horizontally into 3 equal layers. Must be equal eh? Just where did I put my ruler? Wait, just a sec.. I'll go get it now. Some 20 minutes later... Hmph! Now it's equal! Looked down at the half massacared cake.. Smirk! It's perfect!

Placed the bottom cake layer on platter. Sprinkled it with 4 teaspoons of amaretto. Spreaded with 1 cup of frosting. Sprinkled with half of grated chocolate. Put another layer of cake, then repeat amaretto, frosting and grated chocolate. Now onto the third cake layer. Sprinkled with 4 teaspoons amaretto. Spreaded remaining frosting over cake. Pressed almonds onto sides of cake. Topped with chocolate shavings.

IT"S DONE!

Eh, Yu Leng, if you are reading this.. make a wish. I made a cake right? No candles? Ok, ok.. I'll light them now. There you go. Eh? Still complaining? Now what? No birthday song? Ok ok.. I'll sing.. Music start.. On the count of three.. 1.. 2.. 3

"Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to Yu Leng..

Happy birthday to you!"

Please do not eat your laptop screen, it doesn't taste good.
Happy Birthday, Yu Leng! Love you always..

Dream Tracker

Since I'm very good in dreaming these "pleasant" dreams, I might as well pen them down. I had another weird one last night.

In my dream..

The sky was dark, and the long road was congested with many many cars. A kind of terrible traffic jam, I would say. I was on the side of the road, my feet on the road, not the pavement. I walk and walk, ignoring those cars and the people in it. My path was carpeted with many many blades and it's only about two feet wide. I'm stuck between the pavement and the cars on the both of my sides, pavement on my left and cars on my right. I'm glad that the blades did not cut my feet. I couldn't remember if I wore shoes. Ignoring the heat from the car engines and the constant honking of impatient drivers, I was picking up blades on the road. Those blades that we normally use to cut paper, but without the plastic body, only the cold metal blades. Along the road, there were many many blades. I picked up each thin blade, patiently, with my right hand, with my right thumb and index finger, don't know why and for what purpose. Then I placed them on my left palm, which was already holding some pieces of blades. Each time after I placed a newly picked up blade on top of other blades on my palm. I clenched my palm tightly, causing pain and drawing blood with each clench I made. The whole dream was just me picking up blades, clenching my palm to make blood drip, leaving a trail of blood behind while I continued my persuit on the never ending blade path. I couldn't remember how did it end.

Or maybe, like always, my dreams never had endings. It's just me alone persuing the never ending..

Getting Dark..

Another day, another icy morning. When will it stop raining? My two blankets aren't even enough to keep me warm. I could send shivers to every part of my skin with just one slight brush of my icy palm against the surface of my skin. It seems that my holy grey sweater ain't as good as it was before.

Recently I've been having some terrible (or horrible is the better word? Can't decide..) dreams. For two nights in a row, I dreamed that I died. One on in a car crash and one from blood loss.. I guess (cuz the only thing that I saw was blood trickling down my nose when I looked into the mirror). Yeah, so much for the good nite, sweet dreams! I managed to pull myself out of the dream (don't ask how but that's what I do whenever I dreamt these horrible and dark dreams). I woke up panting, heart pumping like crazy and my good for nothing head was spinning! Anyway I was thankful for not waking my brother. As if that some divine forces knew that the two nights did scare the hell out of me, next night's dream got SLIGHTLY better. I didn't die, but I was driving my little yellow car on the highway and I ran over a dead body (forced a smile). Although I always dreamt of children killing each other (I had one where a little girl hang another child on the tree! Lasted for about a week or so), I'm not at all used to these horrible dreams. I always had this yeah-will-sleep-later-not-sleeping-yet-cuz-can't-sleep shitty lie that I told mostly to my parents and Bee Bee almost everynight. The truth was I'm afraid of going to sleep. Was it meant to be this way? I've been growing up listening to my mum, relatives and some god-know-how-8-women that my life is short. OK! Note taken! I'll die early if that's what they want me to know! But then, is my end really crawling in, inch by inch, this soon?

Didn't I torment myself enough already by not having some normal appetite for food (where all my friends, realtives, family and anyone who knew me are saying that I weigh too little). I know that my staple food - milk, is barely enough to keep me alive but heck i don't even feel like sucking that liquid into my mouth. But then again, thanks to Dutch Lady that came up with a new banana flavored milk recently, my staple food now tasted much better. I am actually relieved that I can still find bliss in food! And someone mentioned that eating is an art?

Endless school work and assignments and not forgeting my dissertation pile is inversely related to the amout of time that I have for completing them (Ya know how this relationship thingy work right? Where in an negative relationship, the increase in this will result in a dercrease in that). There's also some mean midterm tests filling in the most tiniest gap they can find in my schedule. Yeah, I'm living in a beautiful hell (err.. heaven, thank you dear lord! Don't strike me please.. Amen). Oh, mentioned that this is what I do to torture myself before? Sorry.. Count your blessings while you still can, pal!

Aquaria

Bee Bee and I went to Aquaria at KL Convention Center today. It's beautiful. But it's not as interesting as the one in Langkawi, where they really have lots of species. I had fun anyway. Nothing much to say other than I took quite a lot of pictures. Awww.. they are all so cute! From the cute clown fishes to some giant fishes (dunno what they are called), I personally adore the lion fish. The black and white catfishes are way cool! Their color resemble some kind of cow. LOL. The tuna fishes are huge. From its tail to the mouth, its length is about 2 ft each. Wonders how many pieces of tuna sandwiches can be made using just one fish! Chuckles! And of course there are also quite a number of sharks. Mr. Sharky looked awesomely smart in his black and white tux! ^^

Happy Birthday, Mei Kheng!

Just got home from delivery (can't stop smilling, don't know why!). ^_^

Woke up early, got dressed and combed my wild hair, dashed out to get Mei Kheng a birthday cake and a bunch of roses. I stared at the cakes for a long time before asking for some assisitance from the young man who works there. Finally decided which one and I thanked the young man for such great effort in decorating the cake. (Wow! clap! clap!)

Next stop-the florist. A birthday of the sweetest girl.. err.. lady (coz she's an adult now?) wouldn't be complete without some sweet flowers to match, don't ya think so? Picked the pink roses and little purple flowers coz they are her favorite colors. The same two colors for the wrappers too. Watched attentively while the middle-aged lady skillfully arranged the flowers stalk by stalk. I felt completely in love with her again when my eyes are locked onto the building bouquet while my mind is full of her sweet smiles. It was a wonderful feeling (plz don't get any wrong ideas! She's a very gd friend of mine!). The feeling of "hope that she'll be happy when she sees this" made my lips curved into a smile. Here's where I first got this smile plastered for about more than two hours already. Chuckles!

Gotta admit I've been such a bitch, neglecting her all the while for the sake of books and assignments. Sorry, Mei Kheng. Hopefully I'll make up to her this birthday. Called her house, dad picked up the phone. "She's in Penang." Dang! 3 seconds of total mind blank out! Sat down and had breakfast. Looked at the flowers and cake, felt stupid for not knowing more about her. Chomped down the burger half dyingly. Went looking for a public phone, called her. She sounded cheerful, like her usual self. Talked a bit. Heart melted. Can't help thinking of how sweet she is! Hung up. Determined to send the flowers and cake to her home anyway. While driving, can't stop thinking of her and that stupid smile kept plastered on my face, like this.. ^_^ (even until now, while writing this!)

Happy Birthday Mei Kheng.. I love you always.. (Once again, to anyone reading this, plz don't get the wrong idea!)

Holiday or Not?

Aarrgghhh! Just came back from KLCC. Hee hee.. Went there straight after thesis discussion. Had fun with the girls. But I hated the sun. It burns! Bought 1 cool and sexy top. Wondering what Bee Bee will say.. (wink wink) Booked 2 movie tickets for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory at 9 tonight in Midvalley! Yes! Finally Bee Bee is free to go to the movies with me.
Started doing thesis yesterday. Damn all those people who invented such a thing! It just makes my life miserable and what's worse! No holiday! Tsk tsk..
Just had a cold shower, but I don't think that I feel good. Feels like I'm gonna be sick. Bad sunny! You're just too hot! Curse you! (I'm proud of and cool with Malaysia but gotta admit I really hated the weather!) Gotta go get some forty winks before the movies tonight. Ciao! ^^

Exam's Over!

Tonight I celebrate my love for... HOLIDAYS! Yes! Exams are Over! Yay!! (Dancing with hands above my head) And The Sims 2 Nightlife is gonna be out soon.. very very soon. Just a few more days!! Wahh.. I'm gonna celebrate by playing The Sims 2 until morning. It's decided! I don't care if I look like a panda the next day. I don't care because I'm entitled to that priviledge after the exams!! I'm gonna stop here and start playing! ^_^

I Had A Beautiful Dream..

I just woke up from a short nap. I had a dream. It was a very happy one. Probably one of the best dreams I ever had in my entire life. One with my most precious buddies in it. Yeah, Yu Leng and Mei Kheng was in my dream. All three of us went to a typical ice cream shop that we always see in those Japanese anime, those with cute semi-round awnings and antique-like ice cream shop. We were very happy, all three of us was laughing about something but I can't hear anything. I saw their smilling and grinning faces, their happy faces. I can't remember much but when I woke up, I felt happy. I just can't seem to find the words to express myself right now. It's just plain happiness that I can't describe. Totemo totemo shiawase no yume! That's why I hope that by writing this down I can preserve those beautiful moments.

Shopping!

Yay! I went shopping today at Sg. Wang. It's been a long time since the last visit to this ever packed shopping centre. I just got my pay from part-time job at PC Fair. So now it's the time to spend it off! It's totally different when you spend your own hard-earned money than spending Bee Bee's (although I do it all the time ^^). First I went to indulge myself with some yogurt ice cream from Lecka Lecka then I bought two PINK tops at Padini. Pink! Never really thought that I'll like the color but Bee Bee says it suits me and he likes it. He says I look sweet in pink. So i agreed and I bought two. It was fun to shop with Bee Bee. Come to think of it I'm considered very very lucky. Not many boys will accompany their girlfriends to shop. Even if they do, they do it half heartedly. This is very obvious when I took a glance in front of Vincci. Quite a number of guys standing outside waiting for their girls. Lucky me that Bee Bee is very very interested to voice out his opinions and sometimes, I gotta admit I'm a loser, that he has better fashion sense and color matching capability than me. Maybe it's due to his work that he plays around with colors everyday :)

The Most Gorgeous Man Alive

When and where will I find Mr. Right? It's a question every girl will ask. Two years ago, somehow, I really did manage to, a simple guy with a warm smile and a big heart. The one who always care for me, the one who actually sees me in his dreams. My, I’m really flattered. I like the way he holds me, I feel secured in his arms. Felt that no matter what is coming, there's nothing to fear. He's undoubtedly the sweetest guy I've ever met. He's my sunshine, my stupid crab (he's a cancer) and my cutest honey Bee Bee.

What's so gorgeous about that? Everyone else's soulmate does that! Patience! Here comes the best part, hee hee.. (Plz don't get me wrong) He's a good cook! He cooks mouth watering dinner for me when mummy is not free to cook (which happens to be very very often). He does my laudry, put them into the washing machine, takes them out under the sun, bring them in again when they are dry, fold them and finally tuck them all back into my cupboard NEATLY! (Note: My entire room is in a massive chaotic mess before he appeared - everything is everywhere)

My, what am I without you.. (chuckles)

I Miss My Lungers!

"One of my lungers is over the south ocean,
Another one is over the north sea,
One of my lungers still haven't went over the ocean,
Please bring back my lungers to me!

Bring back, bring back; Oh bring back my lungers to me, to me!
Bring back, bring back; Oh bring them all 3 back to me.."
(An expression of distress through the changed version of a song - 'My Bonnie')

NIGO! SANGO! YONGO! I MISS U GUYS VERY VERY MUCH!!

Yay! Finally my very own blog!

Yay! Finally i have my own blog. I never knew what a blog is actually. Just trying to fool around! Haha.. Yikes! I should be studying right now! I'm preparing for my exams. The E-commerce text book sure is thick, duh! Gotta stop fooling around with this new blog of mine and start digging into the books!